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My fingers on the kill switch.. [29 Sep 2003|03:00pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I have a new LJ it is: _recycled_air_.
It is , so if you want add me and I just MIGHT add you back...

<3 Ashey.Fur

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and and and [29 Sep 2003|12:28pm]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY emoalex
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stick you finger down my throat [29 Sep 2003|10:45am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I was at this place, I don’t know what it was, but it was like a hang out type deal and there were docks and you could jump off and swim or just hang out and chill and it was likea hotel type thingy too. So I was hanging out there and I was going to stay at the hotel. So I found out that Alex was coming only because Alyssa was all excited yelling "Oh my God Alex is coming, I cant wait to see him!" So then I got out of the water and changed and stuff. Walked around and then I saw you. You were in a wheelchair because you like broke your leg or ankle or something I don't know my dreams are weird...Anyways so as I was walking around and looking for Alex, he was sitting at a table with some dude with long blonde dreads, Alyssa, and some other people. So when I saw Alex I walked to his table gave the guy with the dreads a hug and then Alex a hug, and while I was going to give Alex a hug Alyssa said something under her breath and then he like pushed me away from him. So I was like "Alex, I just want a hug and to sincerely appologize to you about everything" Then he didn’t say anything and just pushed me really hard and a I fell... So I as I got up there were things along the dock and I threw them all in the water out of rage, then I jumped into the water and tried to drown..it didn't work. Some one got me out of the water. As I was walking along the dock again I saw one of my friends that came from the army and I gave him a hug and he asked me what was wrong so I told him...then he told me I shouldn’t go over there (the place I was walking to) So I decided to walk over there anyways, when I got to where I was going. It was my mom sitting down, my brother, Alex, and Alyssa. Alyssa was all about Alex and Alex was all about her and she was talking about how she changed her life to fit Alex's standards and that she really liked Alex and that he really liked her. So I saw everything and I got so pissed and upset that I started crying and I feel to my knees and just cried my eyes out. Alex looked at me and said "Whatever I never liked you anyways"...and then that is the end I woke up..



Now I feel like I am going to throw up, I hate my dreams....

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"who wants to be normal anyways" [28 Sep 2003|05:12pm]
Current Treatment for Bipolar Disorders

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[28 Sep 2003|05:07pm]
all i have to say is it was pure sex...


karin i love you! haha do we turn u on karin???

no more pools fer karin and ashley..

mal thanx fer puttin me to bed even tho i dont member and thanx fer scratching my back to help me feel better...

julia thank you fer holding my ring...we still dont know how u got it but hahaha...

movies eh???

ashley nice meeting u..ur fun!

heather, tom, and lindsey u guys own!!

theEND..

<3 Ashey.Fur
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[27 Sep 2003|04:08pm]
I don't like looking at you.
You make me want to puke.
The words you said were nothing but lies.
Now I know to never look at you again.
If I do I will puke.
As I stick my finger down my throat I think of you.
You make me puke.
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I made this... [26 Sep 2003|06:31pm]
JOIN MY COMMUNITY.... ravished_heart

You have to post at least 3 pictures in a lj-cut and fill out the info below outside of a lj-cut....THANK YOU...

NAME:
LOCATION:
INTEREST:
SINGLE:
SEXUAL PREFERENCE:
MINI BIO:
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lets just say, drinking water is better then looking at you! [26 Sep 2003|03:02pm]
FAWK U



anyways.
today was and ok day.
I got a lot of compliments on my look today. *blushes*
My outfit was hott!
I think I am going to the movies tonight with Samual because ya no one else has asked me to do anything this weekend and she did.
I am tired and bored as fuck.


<3 Ashey.Fur
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I think I have to sneezeeeeeee [25 Sep 2003|11:19am]
Last night I was so hyper...

I am tired..anyways



tell me wut ur overall opion about me...

BE HONEST!!!
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I have to pee...... [24 Sep 2003|07:45pm]
Season = Autumn
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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You&apos;re Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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[24 Sep 2003|06:42pm]
ah nothing is better then eatin a lil piece of COLD steak with ur fingers and drinkin mineral water!!!! woohoo
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I was looking threw something and found..... [24 Sep 2003|05:36pm]
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red X's are evil.... [24 Sep 2003|03:43pm]
Look at my first entry with my pictures, they don't have red x's anymore I fixed them!
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and then I said with your words... Am I really this way? [24 Sep 2003|11:56am]
[ mood | bored ]

join! oh_so_beautiful

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[22 Sep 2003|04:04pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

My p e r f e c t l y good day has been r u i n e d all because of one person. I would like to congradulate Alex for that. You fuck! N e v e r again.... Once again thank you for r u i n i n g my p e r f e c t l y good day that I had going. What a w a s t e!

"Jaded (These Years)"

There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explination, when we're done?

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.

Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy...

I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years....
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

-MEST
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as much as I dislike MEST I like this song.... [20 Sep 2003|10:49am]
[ mood | lonely ]

MP3

LYRICS


I guess its because I like the lyrics. Listen to it and read the lyrics.

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my tummy is talking.... [20 Sep 2003|10:17am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Well last night was very [LAME]. I talked to Sam for a little bit. I made her a CD and shes making me a bracelet. I did nothing but sit home ALL night last night. I went to bed like at 1:30ish A.M. My mom and stepdad came home a little after 2 A.M. My mom said I fell asleep with the candle stil burning in my bathroom...oops.

So I woke up at like 9 this morning. Vaccumed my room, the house, dumped the trash. Not a whole lot. I woke up early because Genesahasperations is suposed to come over. Then after Dani gets off work, her and my siser Kim are going to come here and pick us up. I think Dillon might come as well.

Right now I am very bored.


you l i e d to me. what more do you want?
so d i e. you killed yourself inside of me.
i witnessed your d e a t h, then i
laughed.

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Yeah. [20 Sep 2003|01:22am]
I watched Dashboard Confessional on The David Letterman Show tonight, it was good.
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Got the idea from my sex(Genesah) and my Uncy Kadesters(Koolade) [19 Sep 2003|11:17am]
Come on be honest! Tell me what you really think...
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PIEBALD MERCH [18 Sep 2003|11:15am]
SHIRTS
POSTERS
CD'S


OFFICIAL PIEBALD SITE
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